とにかく愛してる – 01
Intro to the 50k story I’m writing for nanowrimo09. Whee!
Just a note that I don’t care about proofreading and grammar. The idea is to write a story and who cares if it doesn’t make sense – you wrote bullsh*t the length of a novel! GO YOU.
Please don’t bother to correct me or comment with ‘it doesn’t make sense, you should blah blah blah…’ because, to those of you who are the English Police of the internet, I’ll say it now – I DON’T CARE. <3
Characters:
Akamine Kyou 赤嶺 鏡 - main girl
Tsubaki Saika 椿 さいか - another girl
Akiyama Kaede 秋山 楓 - the loverboy
Panda-kun パンダーくん - the other boy
Enjoy! <3
TOTAL: 602 WORDS
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I really don’t know what to write so I guess the first step to take is…
THIS.
YES I DID IT.
There are so many things I’ve accomplished in life that I am proud of (bear in mind I am a person of pride) and many of it was just simply taking the first step. But really that first step is quite pointless if it doesn’t have any steps to continue on the initial step. I mean you don’t just stop when you take a step forward – that just looks retarded. When normal people stop walking, they stop with their feet side by side. Theoretically, it requires a half step forward from whichever the rear foot was. In other words , a person doesn’t stop walking forward suddenly. They gradually stop unless they’re playing a game of ‘Jack and the Beanstalk’ or ‘What’s the time, Mr. Wolf?’. Ah, primary school days.
It is a shame for me to say that I am a half assed person who only takes the first step, and hardly any steps come after it at all. Even if it meant it was for the person I cared about the most. See I have this pessimistic belief that no one can put another person’s life before them, unless it was for their own self benefit. Or that when someone puts their life on the line, there is a shred of regret or hesitance but by the time they realize it, it’s too late. Now this may come as an offence to fellow loved ones and all but forgive me for not understanding the meaning of selflessness in this kind of corrupted world. Actually, don’t forgive me because it would be selfless of you to do so. Save it for something else.
Although I do like the sound of the word ‘everlasting’, it doesn’t sound as fulfilling as I had hoped. It’s like a glass of water half full – it doesn’t last long as a full glass of water no matter how you look at it. The meaning of the word everlasting could be better applied individually to the elements on the Periodic Table for a number of reasons. One – there is equal exchange in every chemical reaction (forgot the proper term for it)which ensures that nothing disappears into thin air… but even if it does, air is something since it’s composed of 70% nitrogen and hopefully you know the rest.
There are so many things that I don’t believe in. Sometimes people try to exaggerate to make things sound better than they are, but I end up being more skeptical about it. It’s not to say that I am closed off about that particular topic, I still allow my beliefs to change although not so readily. I am like a rock… living under another rock. A photo can look different to me each time I look at it and my perceptions and ideals change with time.
Time is the universal dimension, the man-made creation based on the changing patterns and cycles of nature that links our existence and those of others around us together. It is the one thing that we all have in common with everyone and everything in this world, and in other worlds. I find it strange that I believe in life on another planet in another galaxy, but not in the intangible things such as pure human emotions. Not unless we’re loyal and loving to each other like our pet dogs might be like.
My name is Akamine Kyou, and I am trying to figure out a better way to say ‘I love you’.
